I am way drunk right now, so prepare yourselves for RAMBLING.
I’m sorry the posts have been so sporadic lately. I hit a weird point tonight where I was just flying through the coloring process and everything just felt natural. I haven’t felt that way in a long time. Making this chapter has felt awkward at its best times. I’m not sure why. I think there’s a lot of emotional baggage coming up quickly and it’s very difficult for me to deal with. How terribly artsy of me.
I’ll keep plugging away, but expect slow updates. My motivation levels have been extraordinarily low, with work sapping a lot of my creative energies. I feel pent up, but it’s not the sort of pent up that wears on me. It’s just that I don’t want to unleash that nastiness on Vapor Trails. This is my labor of love and it needs to remain that way.
I’ve been exploring the story a lot lately, as well as my own proclivities as a writer, and finding more and more that needs delving into. It’s not just the world-building, it’s the emotional connection I used to feel so strongly. I’m trying to find it again and it’s dredging up a lot of feelings I had put behind long ago. It has been, truthfully, a somewhat painful process, but one that I think will bring this story back into my heart.
In non-emo news, I’ve got a web series coming soon called Phoenix Run! Shit’s gonna be awesome.
OK, that’s enough for now. Thanks for your support and continued reading. I will keep making these damn things as long as my fingers work.
<3
-Will